We live in a fast paced concrete society "gogogogo"! Gah! Just the thought of it makes my mind spin! I, like many others have had my ups and downs! Who the eff hasn't? I can honestly and openly admit that yeah, I walked around feeling numb inside (for years!). I was literally dead inside. A few years ago, once again I found myself in a pit of hell! Inside I was screaming and dying at the same time. I was literally stuck in my own HELL. Dante's Inferno comes to mind. At any rate, here I was a single mom, two kids and an abusive boyfriend (whom was emotionally and physically abusive). That relationship lasted a bit too long.. like years long before I pushed kicked him out of my life. During that relationship, I felt suicidal, self-hate, weak, and barely able to breathe. So even though I was at the bottom of the barrel (I think Kronos and I hung out a few times), wild woman came out for a moment in time to kick that mofo to the curb. Hooray me, right? NOPE! I was mentally, physically, and spiritually exhausted. While I could breathe again, my soul was in shambles. Ahh! and thus, "The Journey of the Self" begins. Stay tuned:)
Okay, so I have finally decided to stick with blogging here! Hopefully my life stories will reach out and touch somebody! You and me, guess what? We are not alone! At the end of the day we are in this together, LIFE.
Let me begin with, my name! Marsha G. I am 40 years old and ya know, I really don't know what the big deal is with turning 40. I think it's pretty awesome:) I always say age is just a state of mind. In the grand scheme of things it is irrelevant. I say thrive, enjoy your heartbeat; it's pretty extraordinary.
So... here's a little bit about me!!! I have got two awesome two leggeds and five awesome four leggeds! Can you believe it? I am surrounded by true beauty and I get to wake up to it everyday of my life. LIFE is awesome. I recently graduated with a Health Studies degree from Texas Woman's University (which btw, is an awesome Uni!). For the past five years I have been going to school year round! Yeah that is right, year round! I am taking this very rare opportunity to enjoy the summer hanging out with my pack. Although, I do look forward to creating opportunities which will enable me to follow my bliss.
Ciao for now!
Love Fiercely!
Marsha!
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