Have I gone Mad? Have you?

 
We live in a fast paced concrete  society "gogogogo"! Gah! Just the thought of it makes my mind spin! I, like many others have had my ups and downs! Who the eff hasn't? I can honestly and openly admit that yeah, I walked around feeling numb inside (for years!).  I was literally dead inside.  A few years ago, once again I found myself in a pit of hell!  Inside I  was screaming and dying at the same time. I was literally stuck in my own HELL.  Dante's Inferno comes to mind.  At any rate, here I was a single mom, two kids and an abusive boyfriend (whom was emotionally and physically abusive).  That relationship lasted a bit too long.. like years long before I pushed kicked him out of my life.  During that relationship, I felt suicidal, self-hate, weak, and barely able to breathe.  So even though I was at the bottom of the barrel (I think Kronos and I hung out a few times), wild woman came out for a moment in time to kick that mofo to the curb.  Hooray me, right?  NOPE! I was mentally, physically, and spiritually exhausted.  While I could breathe again, my soul was in shambles.  Ahh! and thus, "The Journey of the Self" begins.  Stay tuned:)